Hello,

I was diagnosed just a couple days ago by my high risk doctor. I am still kind of in shock about the whole thing, i new it was a risk but of course never really expected to end up having to think about laser surgery and the possibility that one or both babies may not make it. I am going to see Dr. Raman Chmait on Tuesday 12/28. They have already scheduled the surgery and i dont know what stage I am in or very much other than that. Everything is moving so fast i feel like i am not in a very good position. I am trying to stay positive and focus on the good things, such as how good my doctors are and how early they caught it... But now i am worried about the actual surgery, i dont know what to expect... will i feel it? will it hurt? what happens? will i actually get to see the babies on camera? If anyone has gone through this and can give me any expeirences they have had i would greatly appreciate it. I am feeling a little lost and scared.